I cannot tell you how glad I am that this week is almost over. It's just been one of those weeks. It's not surprising, as today's date is December 9th. The holidays are in full swing and we are, like most people, busier than ever.
It was made worse by the fact that I started the week off with an arguments with not one, not two, but three of the people closest to me. I never fight with my mom and sister, and somehow I managed to offend and hurt both of them within a matter of a few hours. Everything is okay now, but it was an awful feeling. The third benefactor of my rage was, of course, the Spicy Chicken. He's used to it, though, so that one was over before it even started.
It was made worse by the fact that I started the week off with an arguments with not one, not two, but three of the people closest to me. I never fight with my mom and sister, and somehow I managed to offend and hurt both of them within a matter of a few hours. Everything is okay now, but it was an awful feeling. The third benefactor of my rage was, of course, the Spicy Chicken. He's used to it, though, so that one was over before it even started.
It's not a good feeling when you realize that you are, in fact, wrong. Though I may have had a valid point or two, I was the common denominator in all three of these arguments and I was out of line. That sucks. While any guy I ever dated would probably call bull shit on me for saying this, I don't actually like confrontation and controversy. I'm a pleaser by nature - I like to keep everyone happy. I guess that's why things like this happen. I keep everything in until I finally blow. I wouldn't advise it, however, it's not real effective - just ask my mom and sister.
On a positive note I have managed to get rid of the 3 pounds I gained over Thanksgiving. Exercise has been my saving grace during this week of insanity - I'm not sure how I managed without it for the past few years.
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